I've heard it all...if you want to change your life...visualize, imagine...keep those positive thoughts...bad things happen to good people...what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger...what does all that mean?
Recently I heard someone say that he was bored with his life..wanted something else, something better so he "just put it out there in the universe" and he came in second on American Idol...soooo...I want to know what that means. I've tried putting it out there...positive thoughts,happy thoughts...I've tried NOT feeling sorry for myself, try to mentor, by the way, very hard to inspire others when you feel so lost, inadequate and unhappy but I try to put myself aside...not working for me. I'm having trouble with faith...not my religion which I love but faith that anything good is ever going to happen to me again in my life. I want good things, I want to be happy and have some peace...but how? How do I "put out in the universe" that I'm ready to receive these things? I WANT these things. I DESERVE these things... I love those commercials about true wealth, health and happiness...I NEED these things...I just need help.
I know I can't really count on anyone but myself and that's also a smash of faith...I thought someone had my back. But I need to rely on ME soooo please HELP!
